For Leaders and the Places That Choose Them

You are the right leader in the right place. Right now.

Your organization chose you. You chose it back.
You already know and carry what you need to lead.
I help you name it so you can do the work you were meant to do.

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April McClure Stewart

April McClure Stewart

Namer. Witness. Communicator.

Why April McClure Stewart

I believe you are where you are for a reason.

It's not an accident.

You and your organization chose each other.

If you ask me why I'm convinced you're the right leader in the right place at the right time, I'd use theological language to explain the mutual choosing. You might use other words. What transcends language is that you are shaping your organization and your organization is already shaping you, probably in ways both of you didn't imagine when you came to your position. You have claimed each other in a world where fracture is the norm. There's power in that mutual choosing. And it's the power to change the world.and no, I'm not just saying that.

In 2020, I was called to pastor a little congregation in Peoria, IL to help them sell the building and close. Six years later the congregation is still walking forward with hands open, finding new ways to offer itself into the world while receiving such gifts as transformative community partnerships, five years of surplus budgets, a fully-funded three year capital campaign, 15% outreach giving, renewed denominational financial commitment, extraordinarily engaged membership where over 50% have begun attending since 2020, and above all, true joy, contentment, and deep, deep gratitude.

People ask me how that happened. By the grace of God is my usual answer.

And in that, a truth surfaces. When we trust that we are chosen for this work — and that what we and our organizations make together is larger than either of us could manage alone — we think differently. Expansively. Generously.

If we believe we belong to each other for a reason, we don't need an outside voice telling us that there are better answers than those that are already within us. We need someone helping to get those things out where everyone can see them.

Most of what I do is help you name the dreams you already hold and claim again what you've already said yes to.

*and no, I'm not just saying that.

The Rub

You hold the dream. You also wonder whether you are the one to carry it.

You bring a set of values. So does your organization, which is why the two of you found each other at all.

Then something starts to rub. A hard conversation goes sideways. A program you believed in draws a thin response. Someone tells you plainly what is broken, and from inside your own leadership you cannot tell whether the problem is the organization or you.

Nobody hands a leader a clean way to ask that out loud. So you ask it quietly, for months, while you keep leading. You begin proposing the version of the dream you can defend rather than the one you actually hold.

Almost every leader I work with is asking
some version of this question.

The Questioning Is Ordinary

Growth, decline, transition, a funding cliff, the arrival of AI in your sector. Every pressure arrives carrying a fresh reason to wonder whether someone else would handle it better. The pressure may be new. The question is old.

What the Questioning Costs

When you are unsure of your place, you lead carefully. You bring the safe proposal and defer the hard conversation another quarter. Your people receive a smaller invitation than the one you came with.

Trust Is Built on Recognition

The people who give, partner, and follow are watching to see that you are who you said you were. They can only recognize what you are willing to claim and live into. Your own clarity is the raw material of their trust.

Your organization will never be clearer about what it values than you are.

Which is the whole reason this work starts with you and stays there. What you can see clearly, your place can eventually see. What you can't, it can't.

The distance you are feeling runs between you and your own conviction.
That is uncomfortable and it is also very good news.

It means the distance is closable from where you already stand.

The Naming

I hear the whole story.
Then I hand it back, clearer.

I sit with a leader and ask questions until something surfaces: the shape of what you and your organization are becoming, and where the two of you are actually taking each other. What comes back to you is your own thinking, organized and named in a framework I built myself, specific enough that it could belong to no other leader and no other organization on earth.

You will recognize every line of it.

The Hard Thing

A genuinely generous welcome is the one that tells you the truth about yourself. Sometimes my finding is that your instinct was right and the obstacle sits somewhere you weren't looking. Sometimes it's that you have been misreading the people you were called to serve. I'll say either one.

Ethics and Practice Together

Who bears the cost? Who benefits? Who should be at the table? Who is being excluded, intentionally or not? I keep the justice questions inside the practical work rather than off to the side of it, because an organization's answers to these questions are already visible in its practices.

Depth With Practical Grounding

I bring a serious theological framework to the ethics of institutional life and the organizational development experience to make it actionable. My Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) foundation and Anabaptist practice have convinced me that working toward wholeness is the metric that matters.

Cross-Sector, Cross-Tradition

My work spans regional ministries, nonprofits, foundations, start-ups, and mission-driven businesses. It translates because the core conviction is the same everywhere: you and your organization belong to each other for a reason.

The Work

How I help you name and claim what’s already in you.

What’s keeping you up?

A Mission Brief. In conversation, in person or on Zoom, or on your own time.

Six sections: who you are, who you serve, how you sound, what you value, what you’ve actually got to work with, and what brought you here. I take it from there and send back a report — your organization described in its own language, with one next choice sized to the capacity you named. I read every line before it leaves my desk.

In conversation is the version I point people toward. Sixty to ninety minutes, in person or on Zoom. You talk, I ask the next question, and the Brief gets built out of what you actually said. I am hearing your tone, catching what you hesitate over, and reading the energy behind an answer as much as the answer itself. Before we meet you’ll receive a list of the figures and documents to gather. Have them in hand when we start; sessions run long when numbers have to be hunted down mid-conversation.

On your own is a form you fill out on your schedule: typed at midnight, dictated in the car, spread across a week. Your work saves as you go and a link comes to your inbox so you can pick it back up. Real work comes back either way. The conversation reaches further, because I can follow what you did not plan to say.

Hand the same six sections to your board chair and you’ll learn a second thing: whether the two of you are describing the same organization.

Leading something larger than one congregation? I have scaled the Front Porch for regional ministers, judicatories, and organizations that carry other organizations. Same six sections, built for a body rather than a building.

Ask about the Front Porch →

Two halves: a deeper Mission Brief with you, then half a day with your organization. In person or on Zoom.

The first half builds on the Mission Brief with you, going deeper than the one you have already filled out: your vision, what breaks your heart, what you are building toward. That part is yours alone and we build the first half together. We’ll also work on organizational history, your read and interpretation of strengths and challenges, and what you’ve learned about yourself during your time in ministry with your organization.

The second is half a day with your organization, in person or on Zoom, with the people you name in the room. They say what they hear, what they want, and what they are afraid of. Both readings go on the table together, which is the only way to find out whether you and your place are building the same thing.

Both halves come with a list of what to gather beforehand. Have it in hand when we start.

Within five business days, you receive a Threshold Finding and three recommendations built for your actual context, along with AI tools to support the recommendations. For many organizations this is the whole engagement. A previously purchased Front Porch credits in full toward it.

Ask about the Threshold Session →

Ninety days · One-to-one · Integrity Audit → Clarity Analysis → Alignment Arc

The Front Porch reads you and your organization from where you stand. The Threshold Session puts the two of you in the room together. The Living Space widens the circle once more, to everyone your organization touches and everyone with a claim on it.

Built for organizations that carry other organizations, or that answer to a constituency wider than their own membership: regions, judicatories, foundations, nonprofits with staff and sites. Your board has a read, your staff has a read, your wider community has a read, and the ninety days weigh all of them against your vision. If you are stuck, or meeting discouraging pushback or demoralizing friction, the ninety days will tell you why.

Days 1–30, the Integrity Audit. A comprehensive gathering, and the part that takes real time. Board, staff, partners, funders, the people you serve, and the community your work sits inside — interviews, documents, budgets, and the record of what your organization has actually done. All of it read against the five diagnostics: what you have, what’s in the way, what shaped you, what breaks your heart, and what you’re building toward. You receive five working memos plus a synthesis, in language that’s actually yours.

Days 31–60, the Clarity Analysis. Why the distance exists. The history, incentives, and unexamined assumptions that let practice drift from values — in your organization, in your own leadership of it, and in the relationships your organization depends on to do its work.

Days 61–90, the Alignment Arc. The plan for closing it: specific next steps with budget implications, a governance structure, and where it matters, how you’ll use AI and where you won’t.

My deliverable is clarity: the honest picture, the roadmap, and connections to the practitioners who should carry pieces of it forward. The implementation stays yours.

A previously purchased Threshold Session credits in full toward it.

Ask about the Living Space →

Ongoing, one-to-one, on a rhythm you set.

Some of what is in your way is you. A conversation you keep not having. A piece of the work you quietly handed off because it costs you something to hold. A story about your own capacity that you stopped examining years ago.

This is regular time to look at that with me — someone who has no stake in how you appear. There is no report and no one else in the room. We meet as long as it is useful to you and stop when it isn’t.

Ask about standing time →

A project engagement, sized to what you are carrying.

Your organization read against your vision. We’ll identify where fortification is needed, where excess is dragging you down, where a little agility would build momentum towards your dream — or tackle the problem of your choice.

I’ll name each problem specifically and help you to see how both your strengths and challenges can shape a way forward for the mutual benefit of both you and your organization.

Ask about an analysis →

A campaign, built and written with you.

Your vision needs resources behind it. I help you articulate one specific way it is embodied in your organization’s work, and then build a campaign your people can answer.

I write the case, the asks, and the materials, and I build the arc across the season. What people are invited to fund is the vision, in the terms you have named.

Ask about a campaign →

Consultation, policy work, or a workshop.

AI is arriving in your sector whether or not you have a position on it, and the pressures it amplifies are the ones your organization already carries.

I work with leaders and teams on what to adopt, what to refuse, and how to write a policy your people can actually follow. The four questions I run every tool through are the four I hand you, so the next decision doesn’t need me in the room.

How I think about AI →

Boards, staff teams, judicatories, and conferences.

In-person workshops and keynotes, with practical takeaways your team can use the next morning. I speak on leading change without wrecking trust, on what it means to be the right leader for a place, and on my specialty: the critical engagement of AI by values-driven organizations.

Ask about availability →

I offer an occasional hour-long workshop to equip pastors in using Claude, primarily by demonstrating the use of three skills. The skills arrive when you register, and you can buy them without the workshop. All of the skills I teach in the workshop are available for purchase individually or packaged in threes.

See The Toolshed →

Some situations come before the packages: a merger that needs one voice, a conversation you want rehearsed before you walk into it, a read you want tested by someone standing outside it.

Describe what you’re facing, and I will tell you plainly whether this work fits, and where to start if it does.

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Common Questions

Things people are actually wondering.

Organizations follow leaders — in clarity and in confusion alike.

Systems theory has known this for decades: an institution can only be as clear about what it values as the person setting its vision. When a leader can finally name what the organization is for, the whole system starts to move.

This is why it starts with you. You answer for your organization, and the plan lands in your hands, because you're the one who will cast it. People follow a leader who can finally see clearly.

Most change processes work on the organization: a new mission statement, a strategic plan, a cohort curriculum that hands every participant the same five modules. Many of them are valuable — and if you've led through one, you know their limit firsthand. The binder outlives the energy, because the process produced a new plan and left the leader untouched, and the leader is the one who carries the vision.

This engagement starts with the leader and stays there. It's built one-to-one from your story. You already own the frameworks. This work produces your clarity, and there is no version of it that would fit the organization down the road.

Yes.

It's all three.

The questions come first, and they keep going until you've said the thing you hadn't planned to say. That part looks like coaching. Then I hand it back, organized and named, as five working memos and a plan. That part looks like consulting.

But it's the something else that changes things: you are seen — for who you are, what you're carrying, and what's already in you. The clarity that comes from being seen, and from having your gifts named for the particular place you serve, is the kind that keeps going after the engagement ends.

The lineage I offer: process consultation on the organizational side, and on the human side, the older practice of accompaniment — sitting with a person and asking until their own answer surfaces — all with a belief that you are exactly who your organization needs at exactly this moment.

A donor who stopped giving and won't quite say why. A board fight that keeps recurring in different costumes. A decline that feels insurmountable. A statement of welcome on the website and a budget that tells a different story. A merger that produced one letterhead and two identities.

By the time it has a name, it has usually been open for years. The diagnostic exists to find it earlier — and to give you language for it that's specific enough to act on.

Can you say plainly who you are, who you serve, how you sound, what you value, and what you've actually got to work with? If not, start on the Front Porch.

Do you already have a read on what your place needs, and no one you can trust to check it? That's the Threshold Session.

Do you already know where the distance is and cannot for the life of you figure out how to move it? That's the Living Space. Ninety days, because the answer to that question usually sits in how the leader is positioned and where trust has already slipped.

Often it's for you most of all. Small organizations feel the drift fastest, because every person carries more of the mission. The leader of a small organization carries the most.

The ladder exists for exactly this situation. The Front Porch runs entirely on your time and costs the least; the Threshold Session includes it and adds the half day. Either one is built for the budget you actually have.

You are in that seat for a reason too. Not as a stand-in for the person with the title, but as the particular person who sees your organization from an angle the leader will never have, and who decided to give it hours nobody is paying you for.

Two things follow from that. The first: your read belongs on the record. Anyone can fill out a Front Porch — it's a Mission Brief about your organization, what it has, who it serves, what it's working with, and the questions are answerable from where you sit. Associate pastors, development directors, board members, program staff. Fill one out and the report that comes back is yours, to hand to your leader or to keep.

The second is the thing only you can do. Your leader cannot tell themselves they are the right person for this. You can. Boards are well practiced at evaluating a leader and badly out of practice at affirming one, and the distance between those two is most of what determines whether a leader can carry an organization through a hard season.

If what you're carrying is bigger than a Brief, send me an email and tell me what you're seeing. I'll think with you about what comes next.

The Front Porch belongs to the person who fills it out. Fill one out yourself and the report comes to you, to share or not. If you’re buying it for someone on your staff, their Brief goes to them, and whether you see it is their call.

When you meet people where they are, you are doing the most human thing possible: the patient work of bending things toward wholeness, one presence at a time. That work is incarnation — something nebulous made real and embodied — and it belongs to humans permanently. Presence is the whole offering, and presence has no substitute.

The real competition for that kind of presence is the administrative weight — the emails, the reports, the logistics that consume the hours that could belong to people. AI, used ethically, can protect the time relational work requires. It can free capacity for the work only humans can do.

Which way it goes depends entirely on who's shaping it, and toward what ends.

Nearly 30 years inside organizations like yours.

I am an ordained minister in the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ), Director of Communications and Development for the future Living Waters Region of the Christian Church (Disciples of Christ) in Illinois, Michigan, and Wisconsin, Pastor of Mosaic Christian Church in Peoria, IL, and a doctoral student at Anabaptist Mennonite Biblical Seminary. I love to think and create, and I write Present Tense, a newsletter on AI, justice, and what ethical engagement actually requires.

I have worked at every level of the systems you lead — a solo pastorate, a pastoral team, a three-state regional staff, a denomination arguing with itself about its future. I know the budget meeting and the passionate volunteer who does six jobs. And I am not only advising leaders: I pastor a congregation and carry communications and development for a three-state region, which means most weeks I make the same kind of call I'll be asking you about.

Three kinds of leaders.

The unexamined leader who wants the organization scrutinized without being subject to the same effort alongside it. The work starts with you and stays with you.

The unteachable leader who already knows. Every question in the diagnostic assumes you might hear something you didn't walk in with.

And the uninvested leader who is passing through. The question is narrower than ambition: whether you and your organization are for each other, right now. That is a mutual claim, and it has to run both directions. You believe your place has something to teach you. You believe what you carry is something it actually needs. A leader who is here until something better opens up can still do good work — this particular work asks you to invest in a future you hope to be present for.

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Ready to look at what you already said yes to?

Left alone, the distance widens one pressured decision at a time. A conversation costs nothing. Tell me what you're facing, and I'll say plainly whether this work fits.